Lately

School stuff has been stressing me out a lot lately. But, I always have to remind myself that in the grand scheme of life, it doesn't matter. What happens to you tends to work itself out. Also, I know this is kind of a dark memory, but last year a student committed suicide off of one of the parking structures on campus, on the last day of one of my classes my professor gave us a little speech. He basically said that it was important to do your best in school, but that was all you can do, your best. That our lives are far more valuable than the current situations we are in when facing school. He went on to say that even if we fail one class it's not worth taking away your own personal worth. That speech really stuck to me. Now, I'm not saying I was contemplating anything to that caliber, but I use that as a daily motivation when I feel overwhelmed by anything in life, because it's true. Nothing can control you if you don't allow it to. Anyway, the heat wave is over basically and I've been seeing my best friends again, having BBQs, sun napping with my favorite man, watching the sun plants flourish in this weather, and coffee. Just coffee. Always.