Goodness me! How on earth is it December 1st? I have a month and a half left here and I'm still trying to figure out how I'm actually done with school, I am moving to the bay area and that I have met the love of my life. Days have been jumbled into one, so here is a time span of maybe a couple of weeks? There has been a lot of hellos and goodbyes, some in passing, some with a fleeting feeling of permanence. I feel like I have a lot of those coming along. When people know you're leaving, all of a sudden they have time for you. It's like you have a death sentence and, now, at the end of your time, you have become a priority, like they have finally realized that you are significant. I have spent time with my three closest friends recently and every time I see them all together I feel like crying because my heart is going to burst at happiness. It's like a part of my mind is saying, "you're home" There is no amount that can measure how fun I have with those girls. Especially when you haven't seen them in months. I said goodbye to one of the dearest figures I've known the past couple of years of my life and I have made spontaneous trips and lived and loved consecutively with my lover. It seems like a little, but these are the bits that make the best bookmarks of your years of youth.
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