My first "adult" job somehow ended up at a conservative Christian company. I didn't know this til I signed my name in blood to start work. False advertising. Not something I should claim to be too surprised about. I endured and gained a year's worth of experience with all the intentions of leaving. I found myself too drained to do things I would perk up and do. I thought that maybe because I worked 4 years at a coffee shop that all that caffeine fueled my curiosity. Rather, I was mentally happier there than I could have ever known, until recently... Ali and I both left things we didn't feel our full potential in to thrive and find the passion within. It's quite a bit of a refresher in a relationship where the both of us are passionate about "following our bliss"
Today we decided to hike, like many times before, but this time with lack of direction. We found one of the most peaceful places that I would never associate with its location, yet we found it and wandered mindlessly- we just went along for the discovery. I'm ready for more soul-feeding days rather than feeding my soul for the price of a tag we've attached to what living a good life is. It's always a good time to remember your 15 year old lack of inhibitions when it comes to exploration.
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