I've never been one for resolutions, rather the new year just bringing over all excitement- a cleanse. This year feels a bit different, mostly because I'm not a student committed to an academic schedule and I have a partner who is working so hard to make this year his own, to thrive & to accomplish big things. It seems within the years of "growing up" my creativity has gone with it- it's unbelievable to think I used to spend my weekends dedicated to creating something and now I spend my weekends just trying to live my life and do things I need to get done before the work week starts up again. Working life is a routine and while getting ready to arcade fire radio station on pandora has me feeling like a complete sell-out in my life "the business men, they drink your blood- like the kids in art school said they would, but I guess I'll just begin again" Is basically how I feel every morning. So alas, here it is my time to grasp something. I don't know what it is, but I'm reaching. I'm reaching for that taste of nectar on my tongue from living the dreams I know are possible.
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