Thursday, October 2, 2014

I tie my life to your balloon & let it go


I have recently gotten over a relatively bad sickness. I typically don't get sick often. When I do, it's always pretty bad and it's also pretty enlightening. I know that's a weird statement. But, when you're sick and tired and just laying there, you start thinking about stuff you'd rather be doing. Literally, anything else you'd rather be doing. Beyond that, you reaffirm people you should actually hold close to you, rather than those who are okay to remain at arm's length. I had a spiritual, physical, and mental enlightenment of how I want to feel and how I used to feel. I came across this quote and I feel as though this sums up my state of mind. I finally feel like I am ready to merge out on my own because I have the two people who have remained as a constant backbone and family. Finally, comfort is emerging, I am re-weaving my idea of a home. Be kind to everyone.
"When I loved myself enough, I began leaving whatever wasn’t healthy. This meant people, jobs, my own beliefs and habits - anything that kept me small. 
My judgement called it disloyal. Now I see it as self-loving."

- Kim McMillen

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